Saturday, November 24, 2007

Good Life

What is the difference between a good life and the life you want?  Does a life have to be the one a person wants for him to consider it good?  Is there an objective measure of how good a life is?  How often were we told as kids to be thankful for what we have because it is great compared to most people’s lives in the world (those of starving kids in Africa, for instance)?


A good life for one person is not necessarily good for another.  In the roughest of times for middleclass Americans, their lives are still immeasurably better than those of most people in the world.  This doesn’t make the frustration and anguish of an individual any less real.  Were a person able to take the hype about how great his life is and transform it into matching, feel-good emotions, it would lead to complacency.  Would this complacency not stop a person from striving for something better?  Which is a more inhibiting factor, complacency or fear of failure?  After all, if a person fails on the road to trying to attain greatness, he could lose everything, or at least wind up sores off than he was before.


I’ve been thinking, obviously, about what separates a good life from the life I want and how significant future decisions of mine are going rely heavily on my perception of it all.  I don’t now why there should be a difference between a “good life” and the “life I want.”  Yet it is as clear to me that I have a good life as it is that this is not a life I want years from now.  I love many aspects of my current job and situation (most notably the travel) but it would drive me crazy to never pursue my life-long dream of writing for a living.  At this moment, I see myself as working towards this goal by earning money for college, so I guess this is part of a life I want.  If I never meet my goals, though, I still see this all as a life I wanted?  Will it matter whether I see it as such or not?


At some point in my life I made the decision to never bow to complacency.  Everythign about my upbringing suggests I would make such a decision.  It is a very American decision.  Pursuing the “American Dream” and all that.  The fact that mankind rarely fails to build a better life for himself convinces me I hold the right attitude, but failure is always a possible outcome.  I think every middleclass American is eventually faced with this decision: follow his childhood dreams and risk failure or keep “the good life.”  Maybe the average American does have a good life but what separates it from the life he wants is that it is not a GREAT life.  In a few years’ time I expect to get out of the navy, enroll in college, and major in journalism.  At some point during my time at college, or shortly after, I will be forced to turn over my cards and reveal my hand.  I’ll take a long, comparative look at the hand I’ve been dealt.  At this point, of course, I’ll have already gone all in.





Speaking of writing for a living, how about that writers’ strike, eh?  I’m not going to lie, I typically dislike strikes and unions.  It’s a dislike that runs through my capitalist, big-business loving blood.  Unions might be the only way to deal with the immense power large corporations hold over their works, though.  My main gripe with Unions is the way those who wish to continue working are ridiculed.  In a world that places so much weight on tolerance, I’m revolted that a union should expect the views of the majority to align with the views of every individual.  I’ve yet to see any writer disagree with the WGA strike, however.  I’m pretty torn about the whole thing and I’ll you why.


What’s right about the writers’ strike:  The cause is just.  As an aspiring professional writer and capitalist, I would want royalties on anything in which my work is used.  The internet is clearly big business and the writers deserve their slice of the pie.  I can understand companies trying to make up for money lost on piracy, but any successful show is going to profit and as long as a show has profits, writers deserve to see some of that money.  There is simply no good reason to not give writers royalties on something that brings in profit.


What’s wrong about the writers’ strike:  The decision to strike seemed a bit brash.  The people taking the biggest hit from this strike are not the writers, and certainly not the stars or business executives.  The hardest blows go to the guys and gals behind the scenes: people like the make-up artists and the techies.  The people who handle all the miniscule details that the average audience member hardly notices.  These people aren’t rich television/film stars and they have no cause to fight for.  They are now out of work.  All’s fair in love and war, and the writers are fighting for a just cause, as I mentioned.  However, I’ve heard nothing about steps taken to negotiate a deal before the contracts were up.  Why was nothing mentioned about this a few months ago?  Contracts have an expiration date printed on them; it didn’t just sneak up on everyone.  Maybe there were some minor, non-publicized talks, I don’t know.  But the WGA should have given an ultimatum months ago, saying they would strike if an agreement was not met before the contracts were up.  As a result many people are out of work, which brings us to tonight’s wørd: Hypocrisy.


The level of hypocrisy running through the members of the WGA is unbelievable.  They love to point out the hypocrisy of their bosses (ex: Viacom suing Google for $1 billion due to copyrighted videos on YouTube while simultaneously claiming there’s not enough money to be made on the internet to give writers royalties*) as much as they love to ignore their own.  Much of these writers’ material often champion the “little guy,” the poor, or middleclass American who can’t catch a break and is constantly screwed over by “the man.”  What was the last show or movie you watched with a rich businessman as a “good guy.”  There aren’t any Ayn Rands or even any Robert Heinleins in the world of television.  That’s okay, though, and I expect a writer’s work to reflect his opinion.  What I don’t expect is for a person to champion the working class American in his work then go on strike, putting tons of people out of work, to demand more money when he already makes a six digit income.**  Six digits!?  I would love to make that kind of money from writing.  I don’t hold any delusions about being the next J.K. Rowling.  It’s O.K. for the writers to demand more money because they deserve it, but don’t call out other people on their greed and ignore your own.  And don’t write about the middle class getting screwed out of money and work opportunity then cause tons of layoffs.  The WGA stinks of hypocrisy.  I’m calling you out, WGA.  I hope you get your extra royalties, but you deserve a good bitch-slapping to accompany that extra dinero.


As for the tearful viewers everyone loves to talk about…  Well, I don’t care about them because I am one, and if there’s one thing I’m never hurting for, it’s entertainment.  Dear god, what will I do without American television?  Open a book or something?  The horror!  The fact is, I’ll always have novels, comic books, short stories, blogs, music, YouTube, and, of course, foreign television.  Yes, it’s true: Canada, Britain, and Japan all have (some) fantastic television.  IN fact, if you’re not watching BBC’s Robin Hood, I recommend you do so now.  Or at least as soon as all your favorite U.S. programs halt production and run out of episodes to air.


Another point to make is that the best writers in television often have income from other sources, most notably novels and comic books.  If a writer thinks he’s good enough to go on strike, perhaps he should try his hand at something in which he’s already entitled to royalties on all forms of his work.  If he doesn’t think he’s that good, then maybe he should quit bullshitting everyone and find a new line of work.


There you have it: the good, the bad, and the ugly.  I can’t pick a side in this debate because there is no bad guy.  Everyone is the asshole.


 


*What isn’t mentioned in this ridicule is that much of those damages being sought are likely due to the presumption that YouTube takes away from TV viewership and DVD sales, but I think that’s a stupid argument.


**The average income of a WGA writer is $200,000.








One last thing concerning books:  Go watch Neil Gaiman talk about the Amazon Kindle!


I would buy this thing.  I would pay the whopping 400 bucks for this device if it weren’t for a few issues.  The main reason I haven’t put in my order yet is that I bought the Sony Reader just a few months ago.  That set me back $280 just before Sony came out with their updated model.  It is clear this is going to become a competitive market, so it makes no sense to continually spend money on every new fancy ebook reader that catches my eye.  I would love to have Wikipedia at my fingertips wherever I travel, but the Amazon Kindle relys on Sprints EVDO network, which, to my knowledge, only works in the U.S.  The problem here, of course, is that I don’t live in the U.S. at the moment.  Even when I return to the states, I still have to deal with the fact that I don’t get to use the EVDO network whenever I travel abroad.  I can deal with the limitations of the EVDO network, though, but only once I’m back living in the states.


Another fatal flaw is that it doesn’t read any of the widely used formats such as rtf, doc, txt, or even PDF.  Failing to include the ability to read pdf files is the Kindle’s biggest failing.  This would be such a huge selling point for me and many other readers.  You can convert files into Amazon’s file format, but there are formatting errors that come with this.


The second largest failing is charging for material that is free on the web.  Amazon charges for subscriptions to any news source and any blog.  Yes, blogs.  I love reading blogs, but there is no blog on the web I would pay to read.  The New York Times just ended their Times Select program, making almost everything on their site free to access.  Why would I pay Amazon to read the NY Times?  Even if I did think it was worth the price (and the Times definitely isn’t), I wouldn’t give that money to Amazon.  I’d give it to the people writing and publishing the material.  I think these companies should figure out how to format their papers and blogs for the Kindle and allow people to sign up for the material for free using their Kindle email addresses.


Needless to say, I’m holding out for the next version of either the Kindle or the Sony Reader.  I’m interested to see what Sony does in response to the Kindle.  The Kindle appears to be superior in many ways, but its lack of PDF support is keeping me on Sony’s side for now.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

A Demon in my View

Life has been hectic.  The last two and a half weeks of deployment have consisted of:



  • 6 flights


    • 52 hours

  • Studying

  • Drinking


    • ¥50 beer (less than $.50)

  • Barbecue/picnic at the beach


    • Gorgeous!

  • Studying

  • 2 nights of karaoke


    • W/ drinking (almost essential for karaoke)

  • More drinking

  • More studying

  • A kegger that I avoided most of the night

  • Preacher

  • Fall television


    • Specifically: Heroes, The Office, South Park, Pushing Daisies

  • Finally earning my aircrew wings yesterday

So life has been busy, to say the least.  I’m sick of drinking.  Everyone wants to go get ¥50 beer every night and I only want to go once a week at the most.  Some people go even when they don’t particularly feel like it, which seems stupid to me, but that’s the game of fitting in.  I, however, am made to look antisocial since I do what I feel like doing, which doesn’t consist of hanging out (aka drinking) with the people I work with on a daily basis.  I don’t like most people here.  It’s not that I dislike them, I just don’t like them.  I try to limit my contact with them, which can be pretty challenging in this atmosphere (since we all live, work, and party together).


Much of my free time these past couple weeks was spent reading Preacher, a comic series by Garth Ennis and Steve Dillon that ran from 1995–2000.  I was pleasantly surprised and highly recommend it.  Ennis is definitely not as great as Allan Moore or Neil Gaiman, but still quite entertaining.  I even prefer Warren Ellis (Transmetropolitan) to Ennis, but Ennis put together a modern epic that is rarely found today in comics.  Reading his series was like reading one long novel; it all meshed together.  Few comic authors are able to apply such a cohesiveness in their work, which spans several years, to any one project.  I think that aspect impressed me the most about Ennis.  This bit of entertainment provided me with a much needed escapism between studying.  I am now currently reading Sophie’s World by Jostein Gaarder.  I’m already enwrapped.


Having now earned my AC wings, I will now begin to learn comms for the plane.  I feel burnt out, but all I can do at this point is continue to push myself.  I’m almost sick of the goddamn plane I’ve had to learn so much about it.  It’s even more aggravating that I don’t really have anyone I can blow off steam with here.


My dreams lately have consisted of hanging out with friends back home, which isn’t a very promising sign of how I’m getting along with people here.  I’m also increasingly missing my two best friends from Korea.  Real good friendships are hard to come by for me and I don’t think I’ve ever respected my best friendships as much as I do at this very moment.  So I guess now is as good a time as any to thank any and all of you who have made life more than bearable for me these past few years.


That all I have for now.


PS. For anyone who hasn’t seen it yet, give Pushing Daisies a try.  It’s the best new show of the season.  Also, I’m excited for the upcoming final season of Scrubs.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Obama Girl's new video


Supporting the troops is almost cliché now.  From now on I’ll only date girls who hate what I do.  And why no love for the navy?  The coast guard gets a spot and they’re the most useless out of all the branches!  It goes without saying that this song sucks compared to “Crush on Obama.”

Monday, September 17, 2007

Damn hoes!

"If you file a lawsuit against someone for a half-sentence long joke that's protected under the first amendment several months after the situation is over, you actually ARE a nappy-headed ho."


Amen to that.

Sunday, September 02, 2007

iPhone hacker trades it all in for a Nissan 350Z

Hotz wheels: iPhone hacker trades it all in for a Nissan 350Z



What would you give to get your hands on the world's first unlocked Apple iPhone? How about three more 8GB iPhones plus a Nissan 350Z? That's the price for which overnight teenage tech celebrity George Hotz, who unlocked the iPhone enabling it to work on any network, has agreed to part with his hacked gadget.


Damn.  I wish I were teh 1337 h4x0rz.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Two Minutes and a Lifetime Ago

As I walked through the streets of Misawa tonight, I felt a pang of longing for the familiar hot-spots on Chinhae, Korea.  I missed my long walks up to the top of Chinhae Tower, where I could let a solitary calm sweep over me as I mulled over past, present, and future.  I missed sitting in oddly decorated cafés with Mills, discussing philosophy, literature, and our grand aspirations to leave more than a footprint in the sand before we parted this earth.  I missed the fluorescent lights of the bar Casa, where Malinowski and I would chill with a couple of cold ones and flirt with cute, entertaining, unavailable bartenders before discussing our own lives and what’s in store for us.  What is in store for us?


Then I found a nice little joint where I go me some spicy chicken curry that filled me up good.  From there I roamed back in the direction of the base until I found a café with few people, dim lights, and all the makings of a nice place for me to sit and think over a hot cup of café mocha.  Maybe things will be okay here.  I’m writing again, finding great music, and my fridge is stocked with Heiniken.  Here’s to life.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

BOOM!

Drop Foreseen in Median Price of U.S. Homes - New York Times.



The median price of American homes is expected to fall this year for the first time since federal housing agencies began keeping statistics in 1950.


Are people really surprised by this?  It’s one thing to not expect it, seeing as how it’s never happened before, but is anyone shocked that it happened?  An unprecedented real estate boom would logically result in a decrease in prices EVENTUALLY.  The market will even itself out.  In the meanwhile, this is a good time for new home owners to buy.  If I were in a position where I could take advantage of this, I would.

Go-Go Gadget iPhone!

BBC NEWS | Technology | Teenage hacker unlocks the iPhone.



A New Jersey teenager has unlocked the iPhone, opening the way to Apple's iconic mobile telephone being used by non-US networks.


The Associated Press news agency confirmed George Hotz, 17, had unlocked the iPhone and used it on T-Mobile, a rival to its sole US operator, AT&T.


I love hackers.  Well, the nice hackers who help out us consumers.